| Hey,
One word comes to mind when i have to leave people i love and that same word is the one thing that comes to mind when i cant take the pain of this word anymore. That one word is GOODBYE. Im tired of cry-n and im sick of wanting to go back to cutting. Im finished with people telling me they care when its a lie. I am finished with people...you cant walk out of my life and just expect to be able to walk back in when u want to. Everyone just thinks im going to there when im needed but heres a reality IM NOT!!!!!!!! Im not perfect, i have feelings, i cry, i bleed, and i scream to get rid of pain.
2 Whom This May Concern
by ABK from the Dirty History album
[Repeat x2]
Do I really wanna see so clear
even though I know bad things might appear
Tell me that it's not a waste of time
To ride around and stare up here to try and clear my mind
I was asked this question, not too far back
"Did you ever think that you would be where you at?"
Small child, state of mind, knew I would
plus the sound of the drum from the wind felt good
Place and time, though, it chose me
gave a scrub mad love, now we all family
No backs, never, I won't turn
don't act like my soul ain't concerned
about, if you like me, if you hate me,
when I die, will they take me someone tell me
if I see you all another day
Like I never would be flippin' the script
with these livewire lips that ignite with spit
[Chorus]
The mike messages was my last
Thank you for the memories and times we had
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2 Whom This May Concern
(2 Whom This May Concern)
Remember me as if I never went away
Because I see you all another day
(2 Whom This May Concern)
2 Whom This May Concern
(2 Whom This May Concern)
What I'm ah..bout to say, some might hate
some might feel, that I'm keepin' it real
if I...drop the steel, and grab the axe
cut down trees just to clear a path
Try to show ya'll wrong from right
a down state of mind means too uptight
Think positive, better opportunities
Red, yellow, black, and white, muhfuckin' unity
You ain't foolin' me, Ain't nobody schoolin' me
Graduated from the streets of Ghetto University
Most people can't deal with this
so quick to grab a pistol cause they too damn pissed
[Chorus]
The mike messages was my last
Thank you for the memories and times we had
(2 Whom This May Concern)
2 Whom This May Concern
(2 Whom This May Concern)
Remember me as if I never went away
Because I see you all another day
(2 Whom This May Concern)
2 Whom This May Concern
(2 Whom This May Concern)
Dirty History, it's all the same
ain' no livin' soul gonna take the blame
For all the suicidal things I did
all the pain that was caused to acheive a wish
Suffering, body recovering
Struggling, when things start bubbling
Can't wash away what's not seen
guess we all gotta little dirty history
Eeeny meeny miney moe
made this killa mad now we outta control
Don't know which way to go
time to pick up the pace and let the whole world know
[Chorus 2x]
The mike messages was my last
Thank you for the memories and times we had
(2 Whom This May Concern)
2 Whom This May Concern
(2 Whom This May Concern)
Remember me as if I never went away
Because I see you all another day
(2 Whom This May Concern)
2 Whom This May Concern
(2 Whom This May Concern)
Ok people i gotta bounce out now...but that song right there is the truth and if i was to die tomorrow i want this song played at my funeral
Much love
Emily |
